This is one that I wrote after having a quite depressing conversation with my best friend.
Too weak to live
but too strong to die
these words make the whole of my life.
Lost a 1000 lovers
without even a fight
a trail of broken hearts
that fill my thoughts this night.
I look in the mirror
I don’t know who I see
an empty shell of a man
he couldn’t be me.
So I look to the sky
and I scream out a name
the name foreign on my lips
but I call just the same.
Waiting for an answer
never getting a reply
another forsaken by God’s loving eye?
I search for a reason
I search for the why
another day unforgiven
another day I must cry.