This one came after a talk with one of my teammates in the Army. He was feeling lost and this came out after we got done talking.
I searched for reason today
But couldn’t find it.
I looked in life I looked in the bottle
But both remained empty.
I tried to die today
But I couldn’t find the way
I was pulled from in front of me
So I will find something to do
Something that is worthwhile.
I will fight the elements that hold me in
And I will care never again.